i'm Sorry ~

my baby fell off the bed in the midnite while i was making up the milk for him.

wondering how he rolled over the pillow i put beside him.

mayb too flat?

my heart like skipped a beat when i saw him falling on the floor and that was like too late to grab him.

his loud cries had waken up my husband and also parent in law.

my husband quickly ran to downstair to get 'hei feng you' .

we checked out and observed him from top to toe.

there got abit red marks on his rightside of head and leg.

my father in law massaged him from top to toe,wish to eliminate the stasis.

and we tried to soothe him,play with him..so tat he could feel better and..mayb forget the painful?

Thanksfully,he's fine,he's behaving normal after half an hour.

he smiled he babbled he made noise.

after that i cuddled him in my arm til he fall asleep..

i cant sleep well and i was devastated in this early morning.

though doctor said he's fine but i cant seem to get over it yet.

i feel so bad,i feel dead inside,i feel like a terrible mother.

and there is a small bruise beside his right eyes.

i feel even guilty ='(
but doc said tat's not a big matter just apply icepack/jel will do.
is it real?

have to observe him for the next 48 hours to make sure he's completely fine.

 when he was 3days old only =)

People said:"When you smile to others,good things awaits you on the future."

 had been told to work on Saturday every two weeks.

i hate working on Saturday as its cruelly as everyone is off work while am stuck working on Saturday.

with no hope of holiday on weekends,life's very depressing!

sigh~~~but luckily,oni Saturday.

just felt so sad tat i cant bek to mom's home every Saturday =( 

sobbing~~

 feel so distress bout it.

and no more outing with fren on Saturday as well. =(

aww~the more depressing 1!

it will be a super gorgeous day outside and many of them will remind me how nice the day is.sigh~its like God is somehow mocking with me!

i got only Saturday to spare out as i wish tat Sunday could b an outing day with my hubby.

or mayb a home-date also okay,like watching favourite tvshow together,having fun with our babyboon.nothing special but relax.and no any others just US!

seriosuly,a date with the love one helps to keep the spark going in the relationship,isnt it?

we seldom have on a date since we married.

=(

i need people to tel me,

"GRynn,everything is okay,take it easy!"

=)

i'm your PATRICK,u're my SPONGEBOB,we're BESTIES!

had a wonderful night with KungChengCheng

so glad to have u as my besty!seriously! *hughug*

and thanks alot as u sayang my son so muchie!!

LOLx!

i got your back,you got mine;

i will help you out. Anytime!

HAnd in HAnd,Love is sent;

we will be besties, till the end!

muahahhahahah!!!this poem is so darn cute!

after dinner,went Haagen-Dazs to have some dessertSs!!!

aww~~i heart this!

this chocolate icecream made me extremely happy n satisfied tat day!

well,its so obvious tat we purposely make JC angry!

we're trying to trigger off ur jealousy instead of anger la =)

so,COMEBACK more often lar!

LOL!

she was trying so hard to make hernhern smile!

muahahha!look at her face!its freaking funny la wey!

finally!he smiled!*congrats KCC!

glad to see that ur efforts were not in vain!

hmmp~ JC ..u shuld learn more from cheng cheng!

he was so enjoy playing with aunty CHENG!

took alot of pichass!!JC must be full of envy of US!

awww~~love my boy so much!

i smile,i laugh,i giggle just because am having the best time of my life with my babyBOON!

"HERN,mom's love for you wil never stop slowing!"

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covered up the brand,i know i'm angel~~~wink wink*

the teether is out of shape and its 'half-melted'!

okay, let me tel u the answer!

i was trying to sterilize the teether,as i had been told to do tat.

but the 'sterilize' the girl meant is totally different with wat i thought.

i put the teether into this

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how stupid i m..

how could i put the teether which is smth made of rubber into this steamer...

but luckily,the teether is quite cheap. XD

my Sweet Lovely Sunday!!❤

we were trying to ignore babyBoon while he was screaming in the early morning as we both were so sleepy and tired,

and we knew that he's making a very big fuss just wanted to attract our attention. so,we acted 'deaf'...LOL!we're evil parent!

then all of a sudden,we heard 'ma~maaa~~'!!

its loud and clear!!

i not sure whether he's trying to call out..but...its so nice to have him to call me 'mama'...

awww~~~what a sweet Sunday! ♥ 

darling u see,our baby called out 'mama' 1st!

guess my baby knows who treat him better so he only call whoever is nice to him .muahaha!!

♥♥♥

its really worth enough that i always spend time to bond with my baby. 

 although sometimes i feel so tired and always grumbling at my hubby.

but seriously,i treasure the moment with my baby.

loves u loooooads!

Trust yourself.You know more than you think you do.

 Quote of the Day: Be careful who you choose to trust,because you never know who is waiting to stab you in the back.

*******

just comfort my screaming baby.

he cant sleep well as the phone keep ringing and the doorbell as well.

sigh~~

awww!mom knew that its really annoying,but wat to do,mom has to work =(

seriously,its hard to make my baby asleep...

"baby,mummy's nerve is almost frayed if you keep bullying mummy like this."

 

LAUGH MY ASS OFF!

i had tried this out yesterday.well,i'm not silly nor idiot!

since the PAUL can give the accurate answer and evyone is asking PAUL,so y not to have a try. 

seriously, am wanting another baby but is it too early to be trying for a second baby? hmmmmph~~

but my body is too weak now,guess i need times to let my body recuperate 1st.

and guees wat!

i have been 'sick' for 3weeks already...menstrual disorder is really killing me! the pain the discomfort feeling are definitely mess my mind =(

 y must i deserve this...?

am lack of blooood now.dizzzzzzzy~~~

how i wish the blood flowing could be my fat oil.

luckily,my husband is so understanding

 he did the job wat i owey do in night.

he nursed babyboon,he made him sleep,he changed babyboon's diaper...

he just wanted me to rest more n so that i wont feel so suffer.

hubby,it's very thoughtful of you.

**kissy kissy**

-our precious babyboy,EeHern-

 “EeHern,Dad&Mom love eeeu！“

Trust is like a mirror,once it broke you can still fix it.But you can't never hide the cracks.

  

actually i shuld blog bout this ealier..

but i'm kinda BUSY instead of LAZY!hahah

indeed,"Lazy is my TOP priority!" 
thats the truth of me!haha 

as tats the story bout few days ago...

hmmph~duno where to start and wat to say,

so,let's the photos do the talking ♥

dinner @ ParkRoyalHotel

 Birtday Celebration @ 69Mansion

"OMG!what the heck is going on!?" 

met the hotties!

♥ LeeHoeng & Caryne ♥

obviously,i m OLD ='(

♥Never be pushed by your problems,but be led by your dreams♥

♥SATURDAY♥

back to mom's house

sis came n fetched us,den we headed to bandar perda to have our breakfast.

forgot wat's the restaurant's name.

well,on the way,babyboon keep sobbing and complaint tearfully to my mom.

well done har boyboy!

actually is my fault,as i was hell busy at the early morning just to prepare his thingys yet he is not understanding at all.

he wants mama to cuddle him!how naughty!

okay!finally,i knocked his head against the door.

i was very much shocked at that moment!seriously!

and babyboon like 'gong' awhile den eyes started brimming with tears,then finally SCREAMED AND CRIED!

'sorry,my dearest♥ '

he took a nap 1st before aunty JC & aunty KCC pay him a visit

night time,brought him to darl's fren's house.
woow,wat a happening saturday he had.

camwhored is the must even am a baby's mother now *heheee

a special gift from darl's fren,aunty hellen.♥thanks!

 ♥SUNDAY♥

went matta fair with darl and hell yeah,we signed a package under FOREVER TRAVEL already!
we're going to have our 2nd honeymoon in NOV.
after that we had had our dinner at Station 1,QB.

heart this beverage so muchie ♥♥♥
'strawberry+apple+orange'
士多啤梨蘋果橙

hmm...am thinkin....of bringing babyboon to babysitter for only 6days when v're going for honeymoon.
can i?or mayb i shuld ask,got babysitter wan to take care of my baby for oni 6 days?if ya then hows the pay?
aizzz!!headache arr~~~
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nvm,i still have time to think bout it!
=)