i'm Sorry ~

my baby fell off the bed in the midnite while i was making up the milk for him.

wondering how he rolled over the pillow i put beside him.

mayb too flat?

my heart like skipped a beat when i saw him falling on the floor and that was like too late to grab him.

his loud cries had waken up my husband and also parent in law.

my husband quickly ran to downstair to get 'hei feng you' .

we checked out and observed him from top to toe.

there got abit red marks on his rightside of head and leg.

my father in law massaged him from top to toe,wish to eliminate the stasis.

and we tried to soothe him,play with him..so tat he could feel better and..mayb forget the painful?

Thanksfully,he's fine,he's behaving normal after half an hour.

he smiled he babbled he made noise.

after that i cuddled him in my arm til he fall asleep..

i cant sleep well and i was devastated in this early morning.

though doctor said he's fine but i cant seem to get over it yet.

i feel so bad,i feel dead inside,i feel like a terrible mother.

and there is a small bruise beside his right eyes.

i feel even guilty ='(
but doc said tat's not a big matter just apply icepack/jel will do.
is it real?

have to observe him for the next 48 hours to make sure he's completely fine.

 when he was 3days old only =)